Hello people. It's been a long time since I've written. Trust me I've had alot to say just not enough time to post it. I took the day off today from watching children and I took the night off on Wednesday from Power House. Sometimes I just need a break. Sometimes I need to take care of Sharrell. Sometimes my head hurts because I'm tired of thinking for little people but I do it because I truly love the children God has given me to care for. I only have five little ones right now and the youngest is now 10 months old. I decided this week that I really don't like some people, I know that is harsh, but it's true. I know I love these people because I sat down many times and asked myself different questions about these folks and my heart felt for them as a human, but I don't like the things they say and their rudeness and how they don't think of anyone but themselves. So I've decided to pray about the whole situation and continue to love them as Christ loves me. I know many people that don't like me and I guess I'm okay with that as long as they aren't saying false things about me, although that has happened many times, especially since I came to the church. I often feel like I'm in a world of clueless people, no I don't have all the answers but it kills me when the answer is staring them right in the face. I'm happy when they finally see it but sometimes I just wish I could nevermind. 13"Enter through the narrow gate. For wide is the gate and broad is the road that leads to destruction, and many enter through it. 14But small is the gate and narrow the road that leads to life, and only a few find it. Matthew 7:13-14 I was up until 3:30 am with my daughters having girl time and talking about God. Then we had lunch with Him at IHOP. That was funny. Where is the passion for Christ?!!! Where is the glory we should be giving Him? When will we remove the blindfolds? 21"Not everyone who says to me, 'Lord, Lord,' will enter the kingdom of heaven, but only he who does the will of my Father who is in heaven. 22Many will say to me on that day, 'Lord, Lord, did we not prophesy in your name, and in your name drive out demons and perform many miracles?' 23Then I will tell them plainly, 'I never knew you. Away from me, you evildoers!' Matthew 7:21-23 I keep thinking about some of the things Francis Chan said on the dvd we watched and yes there were a couple of things I thought sounded a little heartless but when he said that people only want to hear about the up lifting things in scripture I totally agree. We have to hear it all people. If it makes you feel bad or uncomfortable and it's God word, then maybe it's conviction folks. Anyway, I'm sorry for the rant, I'm not even going to continue this at this time because I feel like crying so I'm going to watch "Bananas" with my family. Don't feel as if you have to leave comments or eProps seems people are feeling the need to just read and leave. Sorry it was so long. 5Those who live according to the sinful nature have their minds set on what that nature desires; but those who live in accordance with the Spirit have their minds set on what the Spirit desires. 6The mind of sinful man[a] is death, but the mind controlled by the Spirit is life and peace; 7the sinful mind[b] is hostile to God. It does not submit to God's law, nor can it do so. 8Those controlled by the sinful nature cannot please God. 9You, however, are controlled not by the sinful nature but by the Spirit, if the Spirit of God lives in you. And if anyone does not have the Spirit of Christ, he does not belong to Christ. 10But if Christ is in you, your body is dead because of sin, yet your spirit is alive because of righteousness.Romans 8:5-10 These things have been on my mind. Thanks for hearing me. God bless. |